Open your heart clutch!
What to say today well, I'm pretty sad and a bit depressed. It's not like me to be all sappy but I'm having one of those days. I'm a happy person but lately I haven't been feeling like myself. It depresses me every month I get the red queen. When ever she appears I get even more sadder. I can't help it! I'm beginning to wonder, Iam meant to be a mother or not ,is my question! It's been about 7months of trying but nothing. And so I bury myself in work and more work enjoying what I do so passionately calms my day. I just have to stop thinking and have fun, if you know what I mean, yep sex! I though it was going to be easy but it isn't easy at all.
Last month I was three days late and I thought, oh yes I'm pregnant! And I did a pregnancy home test. George and I waited hoping this is it, at last! And suddenly I wasn't pregnant! I see women getting pregnant so easily on the first try. It makes me so sad that I'm not a mother yet. I want to read children's books to her or him. Make stuff toys books play paint nurse cuddle my baby talk to my baby go for walks with my baby tell stories to my baby laugh and smile with my baby. All that goodie stuff of motherhood. Anyways, I have to go and clean house and paint some more. Bye guys! Love you all!
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